please.

we are walking in the different path,

with the person that we call lover,

warm and full of hopes,

laughing and faking all the time,

but,who knew what we are thinking each day,

just two of us.

maybe it sounds silly,

to love other person at the same time your lover too,

it was so difficult to explain,

the person from our past is still in us,

and the feeling is growing everyday.

both of us choose to love each silently,

we choose to stay loyal to the person we love,

don't want to hurt innocent person,

try to smile and make it better every second,

we are happy,

but the feeling is always hunting us,

rub is not always the best way,

because,

what we get is what we choose,

we've to learn from the past,

ego doesn't wake me from the mistakes,

but brought us only suffer.

actually,

what we are having now is our own choice and stubborn,

God punish us,

but it doesn't meant we have to hurt others,

to make ourselves better,

our choice is only face the truth,

its too late to back to the past and make it right.

the more we brush it off,

tell ourselves there is nothing at all,

deeper we fall,

and we imagine everyday,

a thousands different ways,

to make it happen again,

but,we lost.

both of us have someone else to take care now,

we are paying for our past action,

even we are so close in heart,

yet,we are so far,

yes,we still love each other,

and we are broken,

over and over.

key to my heart.

i keep playing this song(key to my heart) by jessica jarrel today.auto repeat.ouh.damn.i think i miss him.a lot.thanks for the great song.i love the way she sang this song.like its very meaningful and full of hopes.;(

key to my heart..

Boy you put me on the spot I don't know what to say

But I'm trying anyway

Like my hearts gonna drop

My mind drifts away and I can't control the pains

Words are spinning in my head

Don't know why I'm holding back

I should just tell you how I'm feeling yeah heh

But I don't wanna act a fool

Don't wanna look confused

If I let you know about the way I feel

Don't know what you gonna do

So I keep it locked inside

And imagine you were mine

And I'm feeling you so close but yet so far

You hold the key to my heart

The more I brush it off

Tell myself it's nothing at all

Deeper I fall

And I imagine everyday

A thousand different ways

How you respond to what I say

Am I getting lost in my dreams?

Are you unreachable to me?

Cause these butterflies just won't go away

I don't wanna act a fool

Don't wanna look confused

If I let you know about the way I feel

Don't know what you gonna do

So I keep it locked inside

And imagine you were mine

And I'm feeling you so close but yet so far

You hold the key to my heart

But if I never tell you then you'll never know

And the secret is get-ting heavy to hold

This is more than just a crush

So I may stut-ter when I speak

And my knees may get a little weak

But I've got nothing to lose and only you to gain

Tell me do you feel the same

But I don't wanna act a fool

Don't wanna look confused

If I let you know about the way I feel

Don't know what you gonna do

So I keep it locked inside

And imagine you were mine

And I'm feeling you so close but yet so far

You hold the key to my heart

and i'm crying more and more.sorry.just too late.i hope u will read this one day.i want u to keep watching me every single things i do.but,i know it can't be that way.u have someone to watch over.and i can't be so greedy.just wondering why this is how our story ends.do we have another way??i hope i can ask u directly.and u are so close to me.i know any explanation is useless now.we are really ends.i wish i can stop thinking of u...but,u know better.don't u?hmm..